Exploring my sub side further

Recently Jay has been asking me what I want out of hypnosis, and to this I answered, “I don’t know” because genuinely, I don’t. Jay was the one who first got into hypnosis, and being the good sub I am, I have just gone a long with him, enjoying all these new weird and wonderful experiences. I had never really thought about where I wanted this to end up on a deeper level. Improving my amnesia skills and one day having the ability to see magical creatures both appeal though.

So I decided to ask him where he would like to go with hyno and got the simple answer “complete control” my reaction to this was very much spilt, half of me (probably Trixie’s influence) got very excited and turned on straight away but the other half was very scared!

It is not that I do not trust Jay, far from it, but part of me just panicked. I’m a very creative person, with at times strong opinions and being ‘different’ is such a big part of me so I think the side of me that was scared was worried that I would lose this free spirited part of myself if I give myself to him fully.

That night Jay tried getting me to give myself over to him by confessing it out loud that he owned me, all of me, and at the time high on my need for an orgasm and a little of Trixie popping in it was all fine, in fact it was very good and a real turn on. But the next day something changed and I freaked out about it due to the above reasons and other pressures in my life.

Over the next few days we spoke more and more about it all not really coming up with a solution. Then we decided to use a script written by Lex to work on giving Jay a trigger to completely control me. This wasn’t like Trixie were she is a slave but has her own mind, it’s more mindless and controlled. We played with this throughout the week getting great results and I was really enjoying it.

So this last weekend, Jay and I were heading to a hypno meet in Bristol, meeting up with some like-minded hypnotists and hypnotees. We went to show off our new skills and pick up some help and advice.

The weekend went down a treat, we learnt a lot of good tips on how to improve certain aspects and Jay and Lex had fun playing with mine and Liz’s triggers in the hotel bar, causing a lot of frustration for both us, and I’m sure for the onlookers. But the best part came when we went to bed, as it usually does ;). As Jay and Lex had kept playing with my hornyness, I was very horny by the time we were heading to bed, sadly Jay said he was not so I asked him to play with our orgasm scale before I exploded, but he did a lot more then that :-).

Jay decided he wanted to try and completely control me again after the success we had had with the script. We sat and talked about it and worked out my issues, and he promised to work with me so that this time I did not freak out, and so he began. He started with getting me to move my mind into his hands, much like we do with pain, pushing out those thoughts and feelings but this time I was also giving my fears and all my thoughts away making me blank. I think because when we move the pain out into his hands we give the pain a colour I gave my thoughts a colour, or more a glow!!! So as my thoughts moved into Jay he started to light up with a glow (and yes I know this sounds a little crazy) and when they came back we were connected through this glow, becoming truly one (again I know it sounds a little crazy but really this is how it felt). I was so intoxicated by this glow and felt so connected to Jay that it was easy to give over control and not stop myself giving everything to Jay. This felt so good and so intense even recalling it now has got me excited and almost out of breath, this ended in me having a great orgasm which seemed to last continuously for about 5 minutes, which as you can imagine was simply AMAZING!

The next morning I didn’t feel any different to the night before like the first time we tried this. I still felt relaxed and at ease with all that happened and like I said before even recalling it has made me horny so hopefully this good feeling will last and we can really use it enhance everything else.

Elle

Blanking and Freezing

Back in June I posted about how we were having success with a blank trigger, reading it back now I think I was being slightly optimistic! Elle (after a great deal of pressure from a couple of regular readers I will no longer be using single letters for our names!) was feeling very trapped when her blank trigger was used and in hindsight, not going very 'blank' at all. While we had also tried out a freeze trigger, that was something that Elle found annoyingly easy to break free of. That obviously wouldn't do, would it now?!

As these things so often start out for us, Elle bet me that an induction using a swinging watch wouldn't work. (why does she persist with the idea that I can't turn ANYTHING I want into an induction :-D ). Well we didn't have a swinging watch to hand so a long necklace had to do. As soon as Elle's eyes were fixed on the necklace and I had started my patter, I could see her beginning to drift into trance. Rather than allow her to close her eyes and drift into a normal trance, I instructed that her eyes would stay wide open, completely fixated on the necklace. I could see her eyes narrowing in, pure concentration on the slow swing.

Once she was sufficiently deep, I began to get her muscles to freeze. One by one. Feeling all control of her muscles slowly drifting away. Completely frozen, just like a mannequin. Like she was made of plastic. I then got her eyes to stop following the necklace, but to fix on a distant point. A point that she wouldn't be able to actually focus on, just somewhere to maintain her eye fixation on. The fun bit came when she was completely frozen, I slowly encouraged her mind to just melt away. Her mind unable to hold on to any thought. Just like water slipping through her hands. The harder she tried to hold onto a thought, the quicker it would disappear from her mind. Until all thoughts were gone, her mind completely blank. It was bloody fun watching her face go completely blank, her facial muscles relaxed that extra bit more than usual, her eyes became completely defocused. A rather enjoyable sight!

During our 'hypno debrief' (as is customary for us these days when we have a success with something new) it turned out that Elle wasn't really aware of anything around her at the time of being blank as her mind was unable to hold onto the thought. However, upon waking, much of it came back as her mind was once again allowed to process the information.

There are a number of posts in the pipeline that I hope to have out soon!

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Last couple of weeks

Time for an update.

L and I are finally back together full time, which means we've been having lots of fun in the last couple of weeks. I'm aware that this could turn into one long ramble but I shall try my best to prevent that from happening!

So, hypno highlights from the last couple of weeks - The beginnings of amnesia are starting to take hold, L now has a *blank* trigger that is becoming more and more effective, I have had my first real success at hypnotising someone other than L (and my first failure), we've attended our first hypno-meet and last, but by no means least, L's now able to be *stuck* to things!

As I discussed in my previous post, I wanted to explore amnesia with L. Over the last couple of weeks, I have been introducing it more regularly into L's trances. What had occurred while she was in trance had started to get fuzzier and fuzzier until the other day when she completely forgot what had happened! Needless to say, she was slightly confused when she came round and she was no longer wearing a bra and her t-shirt was on back to front :P. With more work I'm sure that we'll have amnesia fully working and ready to be used to its maximum in no time at all! I also gave L a *blank* trigger, at first it was something she really didn't enjoy as she apparently felt very 'trapped'. With constant reassurance and a 'feel good' link -"The more blank you become, the happier you will feel" the feeling of being 'trapped' is reduced but still not to the level that I am happy to use this trigger too often. I think I may need to reevaluate my approach to the *blank* suggestion and structure it in a different way that will leave L sinking into a much happier state.

Now to my first hypno success with someone other than L. In the interest of full disclosure, I should mention that the person that I hypnotised was a friend (who for the purpose of this blog will be known as 'E') and had been hypnotised during a stage show previously. It was still good to practice my instant induction techniques on someone who doesn't drop into trance quite as quickly as L! (She now tends to drop before I'm even half way through my patter! ). E was a great subject, I did an 8 word induction on her and she went under straight away, even though we were in an incredibly loud pub beer-garden and our rather large group of friends were all staring. I guess you really can hypnotise people anywhere, anytime. I ran through a few simple suggestions with E, name amnesia, unable to speak, stuck hands, unable to drink and uncontrollable laughter. This last one is becoming a favourite in order to prove to people that someone really is hypnotised. It is embarrassing enough (in busy places as it draws a fair bit of attention and dodgy looks) that people can see that someone wouldn't fake it but not embarrassing enough that the subject wants to wake up and hit you!

While the turnout wasn't great for our first hypno-meet, there were only 5 of us in total, it was an enjoyable and informative evening. Good to meet fellow hypnotists and learn a bit more! Possibly the most beneficial part of the evening was that L was taught how to get stuck! I think how what was said to her affected her ability to follow a *stuck* suggestion would be a very interesting first post for L, so I think I shall leave that to her. She will be receiving a suggestion to get writing her first post very soon so you shouldn't have to wait long!

Here we are at the end of another post. I hope that you are enjoying following us on our journey and I would really like to hear from anyone who reads this as to what you would like to hear more about in the future, so please do get in touch!

J

Planning ahead.

It has been nearly three weeks since I've seen L now and it's getting difficult. To go from such an amazing weekend learning and practicing my new found talent to three whole weeks without being able to properly use it has not been fun. Due to university commitments, I haven't even been able to go out and get some practice in with any new subjects.

I'm starting to put together a list of all the weird and wonderful things that I am going to plant into L's mind when we're back together so I thought I would share a couple with you all.

High up on my list of priorities is developing amnesia into my suggestions. As much fun as it is to see L not believing a suggestion has worked, then resisting it and then finally succumbing to the compulsion to carry it out, we have both agreed that it would be mighty fun for me to be able to plant suggestions that she has no recollection of until she finds herself being triggered. An interesting post by Dan here has changed my mind on how I might go about this. Up until reading that post, I was of the impression that the key to amnesia was a very deep state of trance. Now I am thinking slightly differently and will change tact next time. L is always very much aware of what I am saying while in trance but instead of trying to combat this I will be concentrating on inducing amnesia from the moment L is brought back round. That post by Dan has also made me want a *Blank* trigger. Badly. Every man's dream, no?

Having had a good deal of success with hypno stimulation, this is something I'm interested in expanding on. Especially in public through the use of arousal triggers ;-). Is there a better way to cheer up another night down the pub than to induce orgasms in your partner simply by stroking a finger, maybe by a simple kiss or even just a click of the fingers? Personally, I think not.

Oh and lets not forget, my nemesis - the *stuck* trigger. I will get it to work. Even if it's the last thing I do!

Well I shall keep you all updated on our progress, and hopefully you will all get to read things from L's perspective in the not too distant future!


J