Friday, 8 April 2011
Hello Again
Tuesday, 9 November 2010
Sub Space
Tuesday, 26 October 2010
Exploring my sub side further
Recently Jay has been asking me what I want out of hypnosis, and to this I answered, “I don’t know” because genuinely, I don’t. Jay was the one who first got into hypnosis, and being the good sub I am, I have just gone a long with him, enjoying all these new weird and wonderful experiences. I had never really thought about where I wanted this to end up on a deeper level. Improving my amnesia skills and one day having the ability to see magical creatures both appeal though.
So I decided to ask him where he would like to go with hyno and got the simple answer “complete control” my reaction to this was very much spilt, half of me (probably Trixie’s influence) got very excited and turned on straight away but the other half was very scared!
It is not that I do not trust Jay, far from it, but part of me just panicked. I’m a very creative person, with at times strong opinions and being ‘different’ is such a big part of me so I think the side of me that was scared was worried that I would lose this free spirited part of myself if I give myself to him fully.
That night Jay tried getting me to give myself over to him by confessing it out loud that he owned me, all of me, and at the time high on my need for an orgasm and a little of Trixie popping in it was all fine, in fact it was very good and a real turn on. But the next day something changed and I freaked out about it due to the above reasons and other pressures in my life.
Over the next few days we spoke more and more about it all not really coming up with a solution. Then we decided to use a script written by Lex to work on giving Jay a trigger to completely control me. This wasn’t like Trixie were she is a slave but has her own mind, it’s more mindless and controlled. We played with this throughout the week getting great results and I was really enjoying it.
So this last weekend, Jay and I were heading to a hypno meet in Bristol, meeting up with some like-minded hypnotists and hypnotees. We went to show off our new skills and pick up some help and advice.
The weekend went down a treat, we learnt a lot of good tips on how to improve certain aspects and Jay and Lex had fun playing with mine and Liz’s triggers in the hotel bar, causing a lot of frustration for both us, and I’m sure for the onlookers. But the best part came when we went to bed, as it usually does ;). As Jay and Lex had kept playing with my hornyness, I was very horny by the time we were heading to bed, sadly Jay said he was not so I asked him to play with our orgasm scale before I exploded, but he did a lot more then that :-).
Jay decided he wanted to try and completely control me again after the success we had had with the script. We sat and talked about it and worked out my issues, and he promised to work with me so that this time I did not freak out, and so he began. He started with getting me to move my mind into his hands, much like we do with pain, pushing out those thoughts and feelings but this time I was also giving my fears and all my thoughts away making me blank. I think because when we move the pain out into his hands we give the pain a colour I gave my thoughts a colour, or more a glow!!! So as my thoughts moved into Jay he started to light up with a glow (and yes I know this sounds a little crazy) and when they came back we were connected through this glow, becoming truly one (again I know it sounds a little crazy but really this is how it felt). I was so intoxicated by this glow and felt so connected to Jay that it was easy to give over control and not stop myself giving everything to Jay. This felt so good and so intense even recalling it now has got me excited and almost out of breath, this ended in me having a great orgasm which seemed to last continuously for about 5 minutes, which as you can imagine was simply AMAZING!
The next morning I didn’t feel any different to the night before like the first time we tried this. I still felt relaxed and at ease with all that happened and like I said before even recalling it has made me horny so hopefully this good feeling will last and we can really use it enhance everything else.
Elle
Wednesday, 22 September 2010
Success with Amnesia...Kind of...
Monday, 28 June 2010
Erotic Hypno Session
The hypno session began with us both lying on the bed just staring at the ceiling enjoying a bit of down time. As I was lying there I noticed just how hypnotic the ceiling fan was, going round and round. Of course this set off the hypnotist light bulb in my mind. Next thing L knew, I had her eyes focused on the fan and I could see she was already starting to go. I had her close her eyes and guided her down deeper into trance. I must say I do love when L slips into trance, her head slinking off to the side and all her muscles instantly going ‘limp, and loose, and floppy’ then her eyes starting to flicker as she goes deeper into trance. Maybe it’s the fact she is lying there so relaxed and happy, maybe it’s because she looks so god damn sexy or more likely it’s because I know I now have near enough total control of her mind, but our hypno sessions always get me ridiculously horny!
I rarely plan ahead as to what I want to do in a hypno session but this time I had written a script for an instant orgasm trigger. While we have had success with arousal suggestions and pleasure triggers, they hadn't quite been strong enough for my liking. L has very intense orgasms and the hypno induced versions just hadn't quite matched up to her usual ones! I felt that writing the script would make sure that I could put a really good and strong suggestion together.
And it worked.
I started guiding L through the best of her past orgasms. Getting her to concentrate on exactly how they felt, all the sensations and body movements that she experiences. Her body was squirming and writhing all over the place within no time, her breathing deeper and her groaning getting louder. The time had come to intensify these feelings and hopefully take L's orgasm to a place they had rarely gone before. I had her turn up the dial in her mind that was linked directly to the intensity of her orgasm and told her that the orgasm would take over her entire body. Her whole body was now bucking and spasming uncontrollably.
What good is a suggestion if it can't be instantly repeated, any where, any time, any place? I instructed L that these feeling she was experiencing would reappear instantly and just as uncontrollably whenever I said the words *orgasm now*. Needless to say, I had a great deal of fun utilising that over the days that followed, not always at particularly comfortable times for L. Jeez, I really can be evil at times :D
That reminds me, I haven't used it in a few days now..
Tuesday, 11 May 2010
First Attempt
I went through a little pre-talk I had come up with and then worked my way through the induction that I had slightly modified. All the signs were good, L was clearly going under. After using a few deepeners I felt it was time to plant a post hypnotic suggestion that L would return to a hypnotic state whenever she was given the command to sleep. I woke her up and asked her how it felt, she said she felt good and it was a strange experience. Then I commanded her to sleep, and to my genuine surprise it worked. She was back under. At this point I have to admit it was quite hard not to jump up and down with excitement but I managed to compose myself and carry on.
I worked through another deepener and figured it was time to try some suggestions out. The first suggestion I gave was that her hands would become stuck to the sofa, brought her back up and nothing. Her hands were nowhere near stuck. In an effort not to lose confidence and momentum, I put L back under and told her she'd no longer be able to bend her arm. Her arm would now be a single block of wood with no bends or joints. Then I instructed her to try and bend her arm, this time I had succeeded. Once again the desire to jump up and down, and do a jig of happiness washed over me but somehow I managed to keep my composure again. Back under she went and I tried out a few other suggestions, some which worked, some didn’t. I didn’t much care what worked and what didn’t at this point as I was still in shock that L had gone into trance and was reacting perfectly to her sleep commands.
We made our way to the kitchen to grab a drink when in a moment of excitement at my newfound skill, I commanded her to sleep. I couldn’t think of anything to try, I had worked through all the mundane hypno suggestions I could think of. Then a light bulb went off – why not see if you can get some sexual fun out of all this hypno stuff. “In a moment I’m going to get you to wake up, when you do, you will have the overwhelming desire to give me the a blow job”. Then lightbulb number two – “Infact, you will give me the best blow job in the world, the best blowjob that anyone has ever given in the history of blowjobs” (or something to that effect at least). Now, I didn’t expect this to work. I don’t think L did either, actually when I brought her up, the first thing she said to me was “that didn’t work”. Literally as she had finished those words she grabbed me by the trousers and dragged me to the bedroom. Next thing I know I am on the receiving end of a bloody good blowjob, I’d even go as far as to say the best blowjob in the world :P. Some may say that she was just acting, that this was nothing to do with hypnosis. What convinced me that this was not ‘faking’ or ‘playing along’ was the fact that somehow, her gag reflex had completely disappeared. Completely. We did, in the interest of research, try a non-hypnotised ‘best blowjob in the world’ later on and her gag reflex had returned. Weird. It’s amazing the power the mind has over the body!
There were far too many suggestions planted over the weekend to list them all but here are a few of my favorites. Transplanting all clitoral feeling into L’s nipples, then her fingers and finally, the tip of her nose which was particularly fun :-D. As was installing a 1-10 pleasure scale, 1 being light stimulation and 10 a full blown orgasm. What was particularly fun about this was that I planted it while we were making food, lets just say that L found it particularly difficult to make her food while bordering on an orgasm hehe. One thing that was interesting was that we have found that while L can get very close to an orgasm, she can’t actually get a full release purely through hypno stimulation. Something for us to work on.
What I consider the most powerful suggestion that I used over the weekend was one where I managed to get L to forget my name and replace it with Master. Now, this is something she calls me when I desire, and usually while in play, but to get her to completely forget my name was an interesting experience and I feel my biggest hypnotic accomplishment so far. When I asked my name the reply came “Master”. “No, what’s my real name?”. “It’s Master, I’ve never been allowed to know your real name” came the reply. I found it very interesting how when her brain couldn’t find the information that it needed, it made a story to fill in the gap. Not that her submission needs much encouraging most of the time, but I added in a suggestion or two about how she would become incredibly submissive. Ahhh, the fun I had with that one :D.
It isn’t half fun to be able to switch your girlfriend between horny, submissive or just plain old happy and energetic!
Enough for now, it’ll be a few weeks till our next hypno exploit so I’ll update then. Who knows, I may even remember something interesting enough to blog about, or remember something I forgot to mention, in the meantime.
J